atoms&void

I don't know why but I feel adamant about going to that town. It is not as far away as I'd have loved for it to be and the sad part is that I am not certain about what the future holds for me there. What is the point of going to a place where full of uncertainty for the future? Who wants to led a blinded life where there can't see their tomorrow? Who? I do not want to leave. Come Monday, I do not want to step my foot into that bus which will take me 200 miles away from the comfort of my home. My anxiety has never been more out of place. o ti rẹ mi gaan. Nsukka, I am not coming to you with open arms, rather I am coming to you with clinched fists, my anxiety and some money for okpa .

This is proof that no fugging situation lasts forever. The other day, I was rehearsing with my girls, we started gisting about a distasteful event that happened years ago to one of us. My girl was arrested in the middle of the night for something she knew nothing about, both her parents weren't home at that time, they also were running away from the police in fact, everyone was running away from the police 😂😂 Man, I tell you it wasn't a funny experience. To be locked up in a cell at 2am while still being a 17 years old girl 💔💔💔💔 But yesterday, we were talking about it and laughing our hearts out and I couldn't stop thinking about how nothing is actually permanent. Nothing really lasts forever; pain, love, happiness etc Just enjoy the moment and live. Don't kill yourself. If you stay, you'll just be like my man here Ubee laughing at his stupid ignorant self. Don't you also want to look at your suicide notes in five years time and laugh at your st...