atoms&void

I've got some bad news and I've got some  good news. Nothing lasts forever.                                                Kate McGahan No one  will stay with you forever except the person you end up with and that isn't even certain. People will come, play their parts and go the hell away. It'll break but that's how the script goes. Going through text of some people I thought would stay forever but their number isn't even saved on my phone anymore. Why? because everything is temporary. Shit will only last for a moment after that BOOM it'll be over like dust blown away into diaspora. Gone forever. They'll go on with their lives and you'll never be able to tell if they still think about you or if they miss you or if they still want to be with you. And all you'll ever want to know is why they did you dirty, why they blocked you, why they said "o...

There are things I think i should definitely stop doing I should stop always wanting to take photos at all times it's not like I'm even that fine sef. Hey!! What did I tell you about talking down on yourself???  I should probably stop being online all the darn time it's not like anybdy would miss me after I go offline for let's say 5days really no one would message I'll Prolly get a few texts from a couple of group chats and my dad lol not bad right? I should probably stop being lazy all the time I mean there's absolutely nothing wrong with going out, taking a walk, sitting on the balcony and watch the wonderful wonders of nature but no nah nah nah no lazy ass me prefers to stay inside the four corners of her bedroom surrounded with lifeless objects such as her trolley, plastic table, the broom, hand-fan e.t.c you get the idea right it's almost like surrounding yourself with China Made products other than being outside and taking in the " wonder...

*on the phone* ME : What am I to you? HIM : You're like Oxygen to me *2 weeks later* *texting* HIM : I changed my wallpaper. ME : Is it a photo of me? HIM : Yes. Yes it is a photo of you. ME : Let me see. Let me see HIM : ME : C'mon how is this a photo of me? HIM : That's the best oxygen environment. E ver . If this isn't deep to you, and I don't know what will ever be.

When you light a candle, you also cast a shadow.                                           - Ursula K. Le Guin We all have good days and bad days right? My good days involves me making a grand entry to class- dancing whilst music blasts in my ears. On other days I walk into class and say with a very audible voices "Gentlemen shall we" Trust me they love it they just hide their feelings with comments like " commot from front of class" "is this one mad"  " abeg go sit-down "   e.t.c e.t.c some of them simply shake their heads you know like SMH get it? get it?  okay? okay. I am a self acclaimed class clown at least that's what I think of my self. I'm simply the best and there's no one like me. That's what we're supposed to think of ourselves right? That's what the books say, " you're the best version of yourself " " no one can replace you " e.t.c e.t.c ...

Don't get too deep, it leads to over thinking, and over thinking leads to problems that doesn't even exist in the first place.                                      -Jayson Engay Am I the only one who wakes up in the morning and never feels compelled to get out of bed? Me: Yayy it's a beautiful day that the Lord hath made. Get up Also me: No Me: Get up you've got school. Also: No. can't. won't. don't have to. And I lay in bed for the next 20, 30 mins counting the plywood that runs across my very ancient ceiling because you know they don't use plywood for ceilings anymore duhhh. And I continue counting 1..2..3...4...5...6 and I say to myself okay so we sort of have six boxes because of the plywood that runs across the ceiling hold up how did  those carpenters nail this shit? Did they nail it from above or from beneath urrggg And then slowly my gaze travels to my cupboard and I ...